A Curious Girl: Work, sex, and God. And me, as usual.

Did you miss me? I guess not! :-) (Jim Carrey, The Mask)

Well it has been aaaaaaaaaages since I last wrote. So, before I forget, I'm going to write down what I need to tell you.

Voluntary work, and its progression.

School work, and Clive.

God.

Sex, namely its sacredness. (This should be something to look forward to :-) )

But firstly. Why I haven't been writing. Well some of it comes under school work, in fact a lot of it does. Y'see, I thought of giving up diary writing over Lent except for weekends, but it did't look like it was gonna work, because I said Lent was a bit of a farce, because it was invented by the Church, not God. But then I thought, giving up diary writing might be a good idea, because it would mean I would have time to look at the more important things (like the revision I should be doing now) such as God, developing m writing skills, and doing the homework I am mega behind on. Still. But it's IT key skills work, just a few extra UCAS points for something I can already do. Maybe I should hand this diary in? I mean, text, images, variety of methods employed, different audience. Enough of the excuses. I was doing pathetically. I finally went to my beloved parents and told them how pathetically I was doing. They were sympathetic, but reckoned I should carry on with A-levels. Fair point. And then they discovered that I still had Biology coursework to do, and the deadline was in three days time. So Clive helped me with that. I guess through that I learned something about dependence. Sometimes there is a strength in being dependent. And that applies to us with God too. Sometimes it's better that we swallow our pride and ask for the help we need. We get along much better that way. And anyway, Mum said that I was only to use the internet for work, and only for play if I'd done lots of work. Maybe I shouldn't be on now, but I have at least done some revision this weekend. Argh, this is irritating me.

Volunteering. I've given up at the hospital and I went to see a guy from Millennium Volunteers on Friday and I'll be getting work with children. Cool huh? And then I can decide if I truly want to be a teacher.

God. I've been trying to get closer to God, but it can be hard. Sometimes stuff gets in the way. Sometimes I feel I can't change. But I can, so there. :-) Alice's diary is really touching. I signed her guestbook a couple of times, and sent her an e-mail, but I never got a reply. Wonder if another.com is up the creek? Maybe she thinks I am a weirdo, which I certainly am, going on about doing more work whilst not doing it.

Sex, and its sacredness. Sex is a gift from God. I think it should be looked after and not abused, sanctified in a relationship with one person. Call me old-fashioned. But I think it's something God intended to be between one man and one woman. Love, on the other hand, is for everybody. Spread it around guys. Give it to whoever you like. Love is universal, homophilic, heterophilic, omniphilic. Yeah, so maybe it's not always as fun as sex is reputed to be (virgin speaking here, you understand) but I've never heard of true love hurting the one it was given to. Feel free to e-mail me with your opinions, put 'em in the guestbook or if you want 'em undeletable, you could do leave another obscure comment in one of my polls (click on 'current results').

And could whoever left a comment saying 'you suck' please explain yourself? Did you mean the poll, the entry, the diary, or just me in general? Please be specific. It's beginning to annoy me.

Was there anything else? Oh yes, speaking of annoying, do I annoy people? Cause I kind of realised that my entries are either "Damn I'm depressed", "Aren't I great, here is something I bowled everyone over with today", "Isn't Jesus great?" (And occasionally, aren't I holy. I am self-righteous, sometimes) or "Here is a summary of everything I did today, including the entire synopsis of 'At home with the Braithwaites'." It must drive people mad. But then again, I am who I am. If you've got suggestions on how I might improve my entries, you can send them to me. Otherwise, don't bother.

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