A Curious Girl: It's a wonderful life

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It's a wonderful life
Thursday, Dec. 20, 2001 - 11:31

Dear George, Remember no man is a failure who has friends. Thanks for the wings! Love Clarence.

I feel like George Bailey.

Yesterday was turbulent, terrifying, torturous. Today? I went and apologised, stomach churning beforehand, but feeling strangely calm as I did so. 'You don't need to apologise,' he said. This may because Christina told him I'd been having a bad day (um, not strictly true but never mind), we shook hands, he made it plain he'd found it 'humourous', which was a relief and a half. My good name back, I strolled back up to my formroom whistling.

My main George Bailey feeling isn't because of that, though. It's because of what Duck told me last night - gave possibly the best words of reassurance I've ever heard. I'm not going to put them here, they're a little too personal to share *g* Mark, Rory etc were trying to persuade me that Duck and I should get together today. Without shame and fear, I could say, 'I love Duck. But I don't fancy him.'

How is it that I feel better than I have all week? Oh... and Shizuka my Japanese friend wrote me a Christmas card. She was so grateful for hers - what a sweet girl she is! She wrote 'Happy new year' in Japanese in it!

So there we are. I'm a sinner, but not failure. Thank you God - you deserve them most of all.

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