A Curious Girl: Dr. Chainsaw and the Evil Weirdness of Life

Hiyas... Nicky's been round for her birthday barbecue, with Jonathan and various relatives :) I actually won a game of Balderdash. Yay! :) Despite deliberately voiting for myself one round just because I liked 'Dr. Chainsaw'. I'm so vain :)

My driving test is on Thursday. I have to phone Carolyn to change my lesson times, her clutch was broken.

Asil and I are going out tomorrow... we're going to the Cinema to see Minority Report (and chat beforehand, he says :) ). I'd like to get to know him, he seems really nice. I confess, I'm really nervous though. Because usually the guys I know are just there, I assume that if romance develops, I'll know before we're going out. It's confusing. When does all the boyfriend/girlfriend stuff happen? *Sigh* :)

I had a pretty awful morning this morning (this afternoon was nice and fun and dinner was lovely :) ). I found out that my student loan stuff is overdue and I'm scared that it won't work out. Also the big nasty eating demon made its comeback when it was least expected. I calmed down after crying a lot, suddenly scared that I'd totally lost control and I was going to steadily get fatter and fatter forever (apologies, Ian, I know you hate this particular feminine anxiety!) when I'd sworn to myself that I didn't believe that anymore. Eventually I realised that my diet of the rather fattening food from work and sitting on my butt all day when not at work for lack of other things to do has not exactly been productive. I should get out and do stuff. At least go walking or something.

The sheer lack of anything to do has actually been quite informative. Although I have those holiday blues, I can pick through why I feel like that and try to do something to remedy it. Anyone got any ideas for some voluntary work I could do this summer? Because even the novel is not progressing, I'm at a dead end and need to clear my head a bit.

Also... I'm hopefully going on a sponsored walk on the 15th September (my bro Steve's birthday! Hope he doesn't mind) for the Samaritans. I went on one a couple of years ago, it was fun :)

There's a long passage from The Message Bible I wanted to type in here. It's Paul talking about how he has good intentions and yet doesn't follow them and frustrates himself, I know how he feels totally. I think it's Romans chapter 5. I can't remember where I left the sheet with the passage on though...

Had a long talk with Ian this morning :) It was cool. He's really nice and friendly but he just doesn't see it :(

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