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Metamorphosis continues
2001-07-25 - 20:41

Huh, well, finding myself being optimistic. Damn optimism, it always knows how to spoil my carefully crafted misery :-)

Had a think about the job situation. I know that God cares about me, and I guess I also know that caring for someone doesn't mean making their life easy all the time.

I was watching television around Grandad's today - Sister Sister was on, and Ray remarked to a criticism that he was being pressurising that 'pressure on a lump of coal turns it to diamond.' My response was (actually, unusually for me, I like that phrase ordinarily) 'Yeah but what happens if you apply that principle to an egg?'

Even a chick embryo needs some motivation! :-) I am being rather silly getting all 'Woe is me' over the job situation, and 'Doesn't God care about me?'. Of course he does. When all this is over, I should know how to get a job, and that's definitely worth knowing. And I'll have cash for driving lessons. And the parents will stop moaning at me (mainly Clive, not really Mum).

Yep, back on track to becoming a diamond I guess.

Now I'm off to watch Neverwhere. Oh and another thing - messy bedrooms are perfect, you can't find a flaw in them. (You might want to say that aloud :-) )

Still feeling a little - well - out of sorts. And I ought to have a pray before I go and watch a video.

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