A Curious Girl: Thoughts from a mixed-up mind

I've got a mixed up head. I have three basic moods - happy, depressed, confused.

This is such a beautiful world. Why did we have to muck it up? Why, why, WHY???

I've been going to bed late and getting up early and I don't feel tired.

I am myself. I am still myself whatever happens. I am beautiful in my own way, and I can appreciate me, just as I can love and appreciate other people.

My brother has a self-esteem problem. I know this from the way he sees the bad in anyone who compliments him.

I love God. I love, love, love him and I want him more than anything else.

Joy is something you can feel whatever your life is like. Happiness is fleeting.

I invent characters I fall in love with. Maybe this is because they are like people I know in life. Maybe it's because I'd have trouble telling those people how much I appreciate them.

I am God's child.

I have talents and I like using them. They soothe my soul and lead me part of the way to fulfillment. They were created for my wholeness. They were gifts from my loving Father.

I might be going to Stratford to see Twelfth Night, King John and Hamlet. Yes!

To do four A-levels or not? Can I do it? I think I can. Maybe I'm deluded.

I'm running the race until my legs drop off and I refuse to stop until then.

I'm worried about the Noise, but only because I'm not sure what's happening. I always pretend I desire excitement, but in truth I like predictability.

I love my friends. I wish they loved each other and themselves as much as I love them.

The diaries I read are beautiful.

I over-use the word beautiful.

I'm worried about people harming themselves through blame and guilt. Every day is a new start, and you are precious.

And you are more than a lover
Closer than a friend
You draw me with your fire
You fall on me like rain
You're part of all my conflicts
And the bringer of my peace
You're my God
You're my God
And you give me the strength to try to fly again

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