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In serious need to talk to Dad
Monday, Oct. 01, 2001 - 19:41 I am not feeling very cheerful. So I'm going to vent. The great thing about doing psychology is that I know none of the stuff I'm thinking about myself is true, it's just a 'negative thought pattern'. It doesn't help very much though. It only occurred to me... yesterday, I think... that maybe the reason I'm having trouble with work is because I'm doing four subjects and 'A2s are hard'. And I've forgotten what the advantage of this is, save getting to do four subjects. I'd like to do fewer lessons but keep all my subjects. As if. I really need to pray... (so why don't I then??) I feel silly, and useless and incapable. I feel tired and stressed and unhappy. I've got stuff to do and I just wish it would go away. I looked at the Careforce application form to cheer me up and it just panicked me into thinking I'm not good enough. The only good things I did today were chat with Ricci on the phone and read some interesting diaries... Anyway, that's how I'm feeling. How are you? Random word for today: << last entry ... next entry >> Interesting doughnuts - Sunday, Feb. 05, 2006 Blogging, why? - Friday, Feb. 03, 2006 Dreams, climate change - Friday, Feb. 03, 2006 In the shadows - Sunday, Jan. 29, 2006 |
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