A Curious Girl: New Year

Been meaning to add an entry for ages. What have I done since Christmas? I have gone Sales shopping... been to Sally's 18th birthday party. Work. I had a sulk at God... realised it was petty... still with God but doing some soul-searching. Well, mainly saying, in the words of Holly van Daan, 'I think I deserve an explanation'. I know that things go wrong. I know that I have to expect that. I know that sometimes God says 'wait' when we pray to him. But... I want to see some light at the end of the tunnel. I know I should be doing more 'walk by faith and not by sight' stuff. I need more faith to walk by... and the only way to do that is with God. But I'm having trouble worshipping God seeing as on something fairly simple he seems to have let me down without so much as an explanation. Circular logic, I know. I can't see God... walk by faith and not by sight... I need God for faith... I CAN'T SEE GOD!!! So... in brief I'm being a little juvenile at the moment. I bought a book called Disappointment with God by Philip Yancey in CLC - meant to buy a copy of The Message but didn't have enough money. Also bought a copy of luv... txt msgs frm God :)

New Year was kinda cool. I was sick so I missed work and James's New Year party, but I stayed home and Nicola, Jonathan, Keith and Lucy came over... my brother Steve was naturally around too. Anyone else think it's cool that we all have our own webpages? Um... never mind. We watched Shrek (I LOVE that film) and Dangermouse, and after midnight, a bit of Neverwhere. Well, Keith, Lucy and Steve watched all of it, I went to bed and Nicky and Jonathan went home.

These are my new year's resolutions. I always make them, I rarely keep them, but never mind. They're not quite promises because they're made in the knowledge that I'm probably not going to stick to them. But... they're there, anyway.

- Revise more *choke choke*

- Turn up for work on time

- Get a better job, preferably at the local Italian Deli

- *puts on Kyle Horner voice* Face my fears! Not put stuff off because I'm too afraid of mucking it up.

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