A Curious Girl: It's my party and I'll kiss who I want to

*arg* my room is a mess. Still.

Besides that, I've applied for my driving test, completed my finance form and decided that if they'll have me, I want to go to Bath. If they won't have me, I'll happily toddle off to York :)

On Saturday I went to Ricci's for a March 9th party. Not kidding. I chatted with David and Neil for a bit (how come most of my friends are suddenly male??), Ricci offered me 'non-alcoholic punch'. I was suspicious, but tried some. I couldn't tell if it was alcoholic or not, and I didn't really like it anyway, so when both Don and Ricci offered me some more I emptied my glass again and drank water. The punch turned out to be 85% non-alcoholic :) The annoying thing is, at school people keep teasing me for drinking. Teetotalism is just around the corner. The coke and lemonade tasted funny too, but that was because they were foul Tesco's value drinks :)

James, Naomi and Jessica came (all in CU), and Naomi and Jessica treated us to some wrestling. Ricci shoved them fully-clothed in the shower, along with Duck. And Don kept asking me if Christina dumped him because he's not a Christian. I didn't answer him, because I don't know. Then Gareth (who I found out actually goes to our school, but I didn't know him) used Duck's mobile to text 'Auntie Y' with the message 'I am gay' which was juvenile, but I have to admit, her response 'Are you all right? I still love you' made me chuckle. Duck called her to explain but 'because he was drunk and not making much sense' Ricci grabbed the phone and talked to her instead, assuring her that Duck was in fact heterosexual, in fact he'd been in the shower with two girls. (Later, when he retold this story, it became 'two half-naked girls') I'm little ashamed to say that I found this extreme tactlessness incredibly funny. I mean... it doesn't excuse it... but I laughed. Oh well.

Mark and Helen (*sigh* I bet you don't know who most of these people are. Um, well James is the CU zealot *g* Naomi's his sister, Jessica's her friend. Ricci's been my friend for quite a while, since about four years ago (he's in the highly incomplete and out of date cast, Duck's real name is David, he's in the CU and also called Flash - I've mentioned him several times!! Mark is in Duck's, James's and Ricci's class, he's cool and Helen is his girlfriend. She's previously been out with both Duck and Rory. Kirsty who was there is two years below me and has a crush on Duck, apparently. Don is in Year 12 like Ricci and asked Christina out once. David and Neil are in the same class as Ricci etc. David is a brainy person who I talk to quite a lot, we chat about our GCSE English teacher and other strange topics :) Neil is the greatest fan of my ex-Spanish teacher along with Lucy. Lucy H, not Wucy)

Mark and Helen were staying the night, as were Kirsty, Duck and I. Before we went to bed, Ricci read us various weird poetry he'd written. Kirsty, Duck and I shared a bed :) I was in my sleeping bag :) Ricci asked me what sleeping with Duck was like, and I said I didn't know, Kirsty was between us. Before all that, Ricci came to 'Tuck us in' and kiss us goodnight. He did so, thus proving that he really had drunk alcohol as opposed to just acting like he had (he insisted that people kiss him back, too, and told Duck he had to because 'Mark kissed me'... all right Ricci :)) He'd previously tried to claim that he was completely sober and everyone had assumed he was drunk.

As for school... hmm, I'll think of something to say eventually. Um, 'Evil Dave', previously Chelle's boyfriend and now Ellie's boyfriend, a Goth, proposed 'Kentucky Fried Christians' today, all in jest. Although he started to to look over to James, Duck and I, claiming we were making him hungry.

Is it me, or is this the hardest time to be Christian? Not when everything is going right and it's easy to see God, or when things are going wrong and either we're clinging to God or fighting it out with him, but when life just trundles on, regardless. I mean, things are good, I've got my driving test sorted out and when Bath finally get back to me, my unis too. This is not a plea for sympathy, but if anyone has any advice, I'd be grateful. Because I know I have to trust in God, that if I am obedient, he will deliver. It's easy to lose sight of that surrounded by seeming trivialities... when the bad situations are distant and I feel helpless to do anything about them...

Sorry to get all depressing on you. I really enjoyed myself at Ricci's, and I love all my school friends. But I'm not being as good to God as I should be, my faith gets bored rather than challenged.

So, what to do...

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