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I'm feeling the tension
Friday, Sept. 21, 2001 - 22:40

Sigh.

One thing I've learned over the years is to never what-if. Don't come up with stupid scenarios to get yourself scared, it probably won't happen, and will just be a waste of good stress.

Another thing I've learned over the years is that I never follow my own advice.

I'm feeling a bit scared about Monday's assembly now. And I'm what-iffing. I may go and see if Chris is online, but then again, she's been feeling kinda doubtful about the whole thing and together we could just depress each other.

Oh, and a couple of messages for people I know read this diary (because I'm too lazy to do e-mails :-) ). Firstly, Christina, you aren't unwanted, unloved, or extremely stupid. (I mean, it took me four years to work out that Chris R. didn't think he was way out of my league after all, so what does that make me??) Paul likes you, he prolly just needs spiritual support and friendship more than snogging and is worrying that the tongue sarnies will interfere with that... Relationships can get kinda tense, I've noticed, depending on who you are. I think that in friendships there is more 'leeway' in behaviour, you don't feel so obliged to do certain things. Secondly, Lo, if Joe doesn't care, he's very stupid and it's his loss.

Bedtime, I think. If you have any advice for Monday's assembly, please e-mail me or sign the guestbook or if you're a dlander, leave a note.

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